what to do
I dont really know what to do with myself. I still love heather, but she wont take me back. So i have to face that fact and move on. But that isnt so easy...Im not good at the whole accepting my emotions thing... I guess I will just have to kinda sit in limbo for a while and go with the flow. Which means I need to start working out and try to get in some shape...I fucking let myself go for a while :(:(:( Im not good at teh whole diet thing either, so I will do it the only way that I know how.