Mar 08, 2005 11:35
Hell yeah my first game is Thursday but please don't come and watch. 1) My coach is gay and probly won't play me and 2) I'll be nervous anyways.
I'm so f'ing sick of drama. I think everyone is on their periods at once, and I'm tired of people bitching and feeling sorry for themselves. They complain about how much their life sucks and then don't do a thing to help it. Then they bring down the people who's life "doesn't suck." Maybe everyone's sucks, and maybe we make the best of what we have. Gr.
And I'm lonely and it sucks. Not just boy wise but friend wise too. I don't really want the physical attraction thing with guys I just wanna talk to them without thinking about anything more. I don't think I'm compatible with anyone tho. I just wanna pitch right now. Hey, pitch rhymes with bitch that's a coinky-dink.
OH! And I hate it when people are mad at others and then don't wanna talk to them ever again. How friggin immature. I can see not saying something so they don't hurt their feelings, but at the same time how lame! It's like "I dunno how to deal with this so I will just avoid it for forever like a wuss." I wish people would learn how to deal with shit besides hurting themselves and doing the whole 'the world hates me' crap. It makes ppl like me suffer and also mad. I dunno who I'm talking about exactly, just a lot of people as a whole I guess. Well I'm done whining, and I'm happy b/c it's gorgeous outside. YAY! I'm just a little tired. Will write next month...
*TiNa*