can't think straight

Jul 21, 2009 06:40

Thursday morning (Israel time): KT meets with Acetylcholinesterase gurus Silman & Sussman to discuss our project. In the meantime, I'm desperately trying to get my data done and in a usable form so he can actually have something to show them. AAAAAAH!!!

One month from today: We will be on the road on our way to Colorado!! But the house is still full of junk (despite heaping-high trash cans every week and a garage sale last Sat) and boxes are piled high everywhere. I can't find anything I need, ever, so I spend lots of time looking for stuff.

We still have no place to live in Colorado. Zoodada has imposed so many conditions on our future abode that I can't find anything to please him.

The house is not ready to sell. I still have 2 weeks of work left--40-50 hours of work --which just isn't happening because I am spending hours at a time down at lab doing research...

I can't keep anything straight any more. I'm exhausted. I'm depressed. Excuse me while I go have good, long cry.

house, research, ex, depression

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