i forgot about this thing
it is usual a good thing when i don't write in here for a long time. and really i still have little to say.
the shittiest thing is having to move because i my moldy place. but that is almost over with and rosel and i are excited about our new place. we went from having the shortest ceilings ever to tallest. sweet.
tim and i are good too. right now it is forced to be that way because i am basically living at his place. just being here (aka at my old place) since 5:30 makes me feel like shit. i am glad i have him to support me right now. and well i am supporting him through his busy and sick days. we are good at being there for each other. he probably is better at it though. we'll see how things go once i am moved into my new place though. i know he is in it fully but sometimes i loose a little focus and get restless. i am only 21 and this is my last year at queens.
that is another thing going on with me. grad school. so unmotivated to get started with applying. it looks like a lot of work.
also what is going to be a lot of work is HAIR. i kinda dont want to do it anymore. the costume designer is basically doing my job for me and my co head is impossible to meet with. oh well. it will be fun once the cast is around. i wished i was an asm instead.
oh and what is that other thing i am doing...the reason i am even here in kingston. or right school. kinda forgot about you. other than going to class, i really dont know what is going on with that. it is so hard to be motivated right now. too many distractions and stresses going on.
i miss the fun, stress free and adventurous summer i had. i just want to explore and party. or the opposite, become a hermit and cuddle up to my boy all day and night.
sorry for the long rambling,
ciao bella
the shittiest thing is having to move because i my moldy place. but that is almost over with and rosel and i are excited about our new place. we went from having the shortest ceilings ever to tallest. sweet.
tim and i are good too. right now it is forced to be that way because i am basically living at his place. just being here (aka at my old place) since 5:30 makes me feel like shit. i am glad i have him to support me right now. and well i am supporting him through his busy and sick days. we are good at being there for each other. he probably is better at it though. we'll see how things go once i am moved into my new place though. i know he is in it fully but sometimes i loose a little focus and get restless. i am only 21 and this is my last year at queens.
that is another thing going on with me. grad school. so unmotivated to get started with applying. it looks like a lot of work.
also what is going to be a lot of work is HAIR. i kinda dont want to do it anymore. the costume designer is basically doing my job for me and my co head is impossible to meet with. oh well. it will be fun once the cast is around. i wished i was an asm instead.
oh and what is that other thing i am doing...the reason i am even here in kingston. or right school. kinda forgot about you. other than going to class, i really dont know what is going on with that. it is so hard to be motivated right now. too many distractions and stresses going on.
i miss the fun, stress free and adventurous summer i had. i just want to explore and party. or the opposite, become a hermit and cuddle up to my boy all day and night.
sorry for the long rambling,
ciao bella