always thirsty for more.
I am having a really hard time with this essay. i think it is that i am sick and feel and little dizzy and feverish everytime i try to work. also realized i really rather write about art. am comforted to know i am in the right program and enjoy it, even when it gets hard and i don't get the marks i want to. thinking about marks is making me anxious. i have a feeling exams are going to go badly because i am just not prepared. i always do that, leave all the studying for far too late. well i guess i can always start now.
Last night was really nice, until he fell asleep early. we went to our place and had a great dinner. i love spending time with him and never feel i get enough. i like to just talk with him. even fight because i know we will make up and both of us will try. i will try. how did i get such an amazing guy who i love more and more as time goes on, even when it doesn't seem possible to. i like to think about what our future holds for us but also feel content to put no pressure on any future at all. we just are and we just will be until we are not. no attachments but completely committed.
Last night was really nice, until he fell asleep early. we went to our place and had a great dinner. i love spending time with him and never feel i get enough. i like to just talk with him. even fight because i know we will make up and both of us will try. i will try. how did i get such an amazing guy who i love more and more as time goes on, even when it doesn't seem possible to. i like to think about what our future holds for us but also feel content to put no pressure on any future at all. we just are and we just will be until we are not. no attachments but completely committed.