i've got nothing to do but hang around and get screwed up on you
WOW. Wow. I feel so ridiculous. All this time I thought I was being subtle with my huge gigantic crush on Andrew. I mean, I always tried to control myself around him. I would glance his way all the time smiling and biting my lip, but I tried soooo hard not to make it obvious in the way I talked to him and looked at him. And today we were talking and he said it was actually really obvious. Him and his girlfriend both noticed, but didn't want to bring it up so I wouldn't get embarrassed. Plus, Natalie didn't consider me to be a "threat" to her (gee thanks, princess). Even though he admitted that if I made a move on him back then he would have cheated on her with me, and had actually fantasized about me before when he was with her. Anyway. Good going, 9th grade me. *headdesk*