you entered my thoughts at the wrong time
I started cleaning my drawers out the other day and found a ton of stuff I wrote, mostly fanfiction written on the back of old worksheets while bored in class. Lol. I feel kind of weird/guilty posting some Will/Santana smut after her being a lesbian. o_O Also there's a ton of RDJ snippets... Some RDJude, some other, and they're all weirdly philosophical and meaningful and somewhat religious (or at least trying to be), but essentially... totally dirty. xD I might get around to posting some of it one of these days. I actually kind of wish I still had my old terrible South Park fanart that I drew when I was ten! (FYI, I shipped Stan/Kyle and Bebe/Wendy religiously. And it was the first porn I ever tried to draw. Awkward and hilarious.)
Goddamn I wrote a lot about Andrew in 9th grade. I was such a creeper face and totally obsessive. But hey!!! Guess what everyone!!! Now we're semi.... together... well... it's complicated. It's kind of bizarre actually. I liked him secretly and watched and waited from a distance for three years, and when I finally started to let it go, thinking there was no way he'd ever like me, he messaged me on Facebook. Probably our first time ever having a real serious conversation. Turned out he had just broken up with his girlfriend of four years and he wanted to talk to someone, and voila I was there. Our timing just matched I guess. After awhile of talking platonically, I finally, finally, finally got to tell him I liked him and confess what I've been dying to for so so long!!! And it felt really good, and maybe we're not in a relationship or anything but the mutual attraction thing is way more than I ever envisioned us having. Aaaaand I am incredibly happy right now. So you never know. Life is just weird that way.
Goddamn I wrote a lot about Andrew in 9th grade. I was such a creeper face and totally obsessive. But hey!!! Guess what everyone!!! Now we're semi.... together... well... it's complicated. It's kind of bizarre actually. I liked him secretly and watched and waited from a distance for three years, and when I finally started to let it go, thinking there was no way he'd ever like me, he messaged me on Facebook. Probably our first time ever having a real serious conversation. Turned out he had just broken up with his girlfriend of four years and he wanted to talk to someone, and voila I was there. Our timing just matched I guess. After awhile of talking platonically, I finally, finally, finally got to tell him I liked him and confess what I've been dying to for so so long!!! And it felt really good, and maybe we're not in a relationship or anything but the mutual attraction thing is way more than I ever envisioned us having. Aaaaand I am incredibly happy right now. So you never know. Life is just weird that way.