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Vandaag heb ik even niet zoveel anders te vertellen. Behalve dat ik nog steeds rare gevoelens over dat hele gedoe met Job heb. Vind het maar raar dat hij nou een nieuwe vriendin heeft, dat hij van haar wil houden, bij haar wil zijn. En mij in de tussentijd gewoon laat voor wat ik ben, niets dus. Wou dat hij ook eens contact met mij zocht en niet gewoon doet alsof hij niets anders dan haar ziet. Ik weet het ook niet, misschien denkt hij er wel heel anders over. Maar ik ga nu steeds meer denken dat er echt iets mis met me is, hij kijkt gewoon niet meer naar me om, ik ben niets meer. Misschien ben ik ook wel gewoon niets {dat klinkt echt zielig}.
So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here
___
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh
Do you wanna get married or run away
___
You know I'm lost
Hiding in your bed
No I don't think it's wrong
It's just gone to my head
Can you feel it
I didn't mean it
Can I see it
What are we doing
I think I love you
But I ain't saying nothing you don't know
Hold on dream away
You're my sweet charade
Hey what you doing to me
Would you come back to me
Yeah I can't do another day
I'm not certain of it anyway
I ain't messing with another life
Can I get along without you
Tell me lies
That you know I need
Hold on dream away
So, so you think you can tell heaven from hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here
___
I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide
And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh
Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh
Do you wanna get married or run away
___
You know I'm lost
Hiding in your bed
No I don't think it's wrong
It's just gone to my head
Can you feel it
I didn't mean it
Can I see it
What are we doing
I think I love you
But I ain't saying nothing you don't know
Hold on dream away
You're my sweet charade
Hey what you doing to me
Would you come back to me
Yeah I can't do another day
I'm not certain of it anyway
I ain't messing with another life
Can I get along without you
Tell me lies
That you know I need
Hold on dream away