Numbness

[zondo]

I think I'll just slide into my unfeeling bubble...if I'm numb then I won't feel anything. If I feel nothing, then I'll have no reason to hurt...right? If it's going to be another 3 weeks until I'm stable, then the bubble is my new best friend...probably only for a couple weeks, and then I'll go back to being myself. I think it's just for the best. I'd rather not lose it again...that was too scary...
Off to sleep I go!
G'night all!