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welp looks like i've screwed myself again. my grades are worse than ever and my classes weren't even harder, i just keep caring less and less. I'm wasting my parents money and my own life. it's stupid and for some reason i can't change. These classes aren't even challenging to me it's not like i can't understand i just don't ever open up my books...EVER. Eitherway i don't know what i'm going to tell them, the grades are so bad and i am SO ashamed of them. i have one c one W (I don't even know what that means, it said "Withdrawn or Passing" but i didn't think that class was graded that way) and then 2 D's. I've never gotten D's, my whole life, i've never gotten any less than a C and i never got many of those. I think that's my downfall, My motivatoin was spoiled by the fact that i did well all my life without studying. Either way i need to get out of my house, i need to move out, even if that means paying for my own classes. I will do it, and I will succeed but it won't happen until I move out. I need to move out.