use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill. I know I'll be okay...
You know what's weird? Waking up and not seeing Sirius' ugly mug each morning. I'm kidding. Please don't kill me, mate. I actually do miss you guys.
So. Merry Christmas everyone. I'd rather much give you presents when I see you, it'll be late but...
Christmas is always so quiet here. Occasionally a few family members stop by here and there and we have dinner on Christmas eve, but for the most part it's just me and dad. It's one of the things I hate about being so disconnected and so far off from everyone over the holidays is that I can't see my friends. And Benjy. I miss him. I miss talking with him. I miss him.
And--well, this is the hardest time for my dad. Being alone. I know how much he misses mum. He never says anything, and I don't ask anymore, but I can tell by the way he's always so--out of it around this time. It must be so hard on him, while I'm at school.
I miss her too. Even though it's been...what almost twelve years? I still remember everything that happened that night.
But I know he's glad that I'm here, even if it's only for a few weeks. And I'm glad to be here and help with our sad little Christmas tree. It's cute...I guess. A little small and in need of some more branches. Heh. I guess this is where a little magic comes in handy.
So. Merry Christmas everyone. I'd rather much give you presents when I see you, it'll be late but...
Christmas is always so quiet here. Occasionally a few family members stop by here and there and we have dinner on Christmas eve, but for the most part it's just me and dad. It's one of the things I hate about being so disconnected and so far off from everyone over the holidays is that I can't see my friends. And Benjy. I miss him. I miss talking with him. I miss him.
And--well, this is the hardest time for my dad. Being alone. I know how much he misses mum. He never says anything, and I don't ask anymore, but I can tell by the way he's always so--out of it around this time. It must be so hard on him, while I'm at school.
I miss her too. Even though it's been...what almost twelve years? I still remember everything that happened that night.
But I know he's glad that I'm here, even if it's only for a few weeks. And I'm glad to be here and help with our sad little Christmas tree. It's cute...I guess. A little small and in need of some more branches. Heh. I guess this is where a little magic comes in handy.