Apr 01, 2008 22:08
Actually had a good day today. I haven't been taking my morphine. Of course the pain is bloody awful but my mind is clearer and my mood has improved. I actually have a bit of get up and go, or get and shake and shuffle, in my case. But still, I think I am going to ask for something different to the morphine, it really affects my mood, I am able to see that now. I don't want to sit and rot in my flat for the rest of my lifetime. Jeez, I really couldn't cope with that.
I managed to get into town, only for an hour or so, but it was so lovely to see people! Real people, bustling about. Was great.
Now, I need a night out. I haven't been out for well over 6 months. In fact the last night out I remember was Infest, that was back in August last year. Fucking hell, that's ridiculous!!!!
Hope everyone is OK.
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