drew and i broke up a couple days ago...and today i found out that my first friend/bestfriend i ever had is dead. it was a year ago, but i didn't find out until today. i haven't seen her since i was 11 and we haven't talked in about 2 years. if any of you care,
news article.. that's what happened to her.
this is one of the worst weeks of my life and i wish everything would just feel better already. there's one person i want to talk to, but he's gone now. it's weird when you're dating someone and they tell you things. then when it's over you wonder if those things were really true, because if they were, wouldn't you be talking to them now? wouldn't you still be together? i don't know what to think right now, or what i'm supposed to do. i'm feeling sorry for myself, i know that, but i don't care. i just want everything to feel better already.