please please
Plase don't judge me guys.,. i had lots of vodka but I threw up a lot. pleASE DON't think I AM BAD. i am most likely going to delete this in the morning because i am drunk and can't stop hiccuping. i threw up a lot and it was lumpy and gross.
there were so man y lesbians at the party making out and dancing but I said no. no to making out with random people! no to sex with random people. I wanna be be a good person and be only in a relationship with one person. I wanna have kids too but that is a long time from now.
I just wanna love one person and be loyal and stuff. But no one wants that with me. I wish they did. They just wanna be drubnk and fuck me. puck said I was cute and hugged me. I felt a little bad because she made out with everyone. I didn';t make out with her though because it isn;t right when peopke are drunk. Why doesn't anyone love me? I try soi hard but I don't knoe how to make people love me.
Is there a secret?
I hate being drunk. I hate this. I wanted to fit in with everyone but I did too much. I threw up a extra lot but I feel better.
hahaaahaa.
I don't like to tell people I love them when I am drunk because it makes it less special. I want them to hear it when I am sober. I wanty someone to love but not through alcohol.
I have been single for so long.
Why is it so easy for other people to find love? Why is it so hard for me/ Is there something wronf with me?? Why domn't my parents love me? Why doesn;t someone outside my family love me? Why am I so alone? What did I do wrong? How can I fix this?
I just want to love and be loved. Is that too much to ask?
Do I hav4 to change me to make people love me?
i don't wanna change. I just want soeone to love and someone to love me. why is is so hard? why whyw why. People say I am amazing but I am not. I have no girlfriend/boyfriend because no one likes me. I am different an d weird. people are afraid of me.
but I am lonely/
I am so lonely.
I wish I had someone to love who loved me back.
jajaajaj
hahaha
ghaha/.
A
alcohol makes people dumb and sad.
there were so man y lesbians at the party making out and dancing but I said no. no to making out with random people! no to sex with random people. I wanna be be a good person and be only in a relationship with one person. I wanna have kids too but that is a long time from now.
I just wanna love one person and be loyal and stuff. But no one wants that with me. I wish they did. They just wanna be drubnk and fuck me. puck said I was cute and hugged me. I felt a little bad because she made out with everyone. I didn';t make out with her though because it isn;t right when peopke are drunk. Why doesn't anyone love me? I try soi hard but I don't knoe how to make people love me.
Is there a secret?
I hate being drunk. I hate this. I wanted to fit in with everyone but I did too much. I threw up a extra lot but I feel better.
hahaaahaa.
I don't like to tell people I love them when I am drunk because it makes it less special. I want them to hear it when I am sober. I wanty someone to love but not through alcohol.
I have been single for so long.
Why is it so easy for other people to find love? Why is it so hard for me/ Is there something wronf with me?? Why domn't my parents love me? Why doesn;t someone outside my family love me? Why am I so alone? What did I do wrong? How can I fix this?
I just want to love and be loved. Is that too much to ask?
Do I hav4 to change me to make people love me?
i don't wanna change. I just want soeone to love and someone to love me. why is is so hard? why whyw why. People say I am amazing but I am not. I have no girlfriend/boyfriend because no one likes me. I am different an d weird. people are afraid of me.
but I am lonely/
I am so lonely.
I wish I had someone to love who loved me back.
jajaajaj
hahaha
ghaha/.
A
alcohol makes people dumb and sad.