holy shite i though a wookie ate this site
stirring, stirring,stirring, stirring.
i am restless, and filled with unbottled rage. chain smoking only dampens this feeling slightly. i need to release this, prefferably on someones skull. but i digress.
i completely bombed the inter-view today. wanst expecting them to give me a test before seeing me. paniced, and lost it.i knew the answers, but just couldnt verbalize them. hours later i actually remembered the answer to the question that started the panic attack. at the time my first thought actually was to creep out the front door but i dont really think that would have done anything more then ruine my chances at ever getting a job with that paticular company.
so i sucked it in and just straight out told the guy in charge of the interview that i hadnt reviewed anything in months and was having problems with the medical terminology. i told him that all i needed was a day, and i could answer the questions (which is the truth) but he schedualed me for the same time next week. he seemed ok and very understanding with it, and i hope it he was being frank with me to, but who knows i guesse i'll find out next week.
walking away i knew i had done the right thing in the situation, but i also probably could've prevented it if i had kept fresh with the materials. well fuck it now, its all said and done with.
i am restless, and filled with unbottled rage. chain smoking only dampens this feeling slightly. i need to release this, prefferably on someones skull. but i digress.
i completely bombed the inter-view today. wanst expecting them to give me a test before seeing me. paniced, and lost it.i knew the answers, but just couldnt verbalize them. hours later i actually remembered the answer to the question that started the panic attack. at the time my first thought actually was to creep out the front door but i dont really think that would have done anything more then ruine my chances at ever getting a job with that paticular company.
so i sucked it in and just straight out told the guy in charge of the interview that i hadnt reviewed anything in months and was having problems with the medical terminology. i told him that all i needed was a day, and i could answer the questions (which is the truth) but he schedualed me for the same time next week. he seemed ok and very understanding with it, and i hope it he was being frank with me to, but who knows i guesse i'll find out next week.
walking away i knew i had done the right thing in the situation, but i also probably could've prevented it if i had kept fresh with the materials. well fuck it now, its all said and done with.