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DEAR LORD!!!! this is never gonna end! i want to put my moth around a barel, no i want to put there mouth around a barrel and shut them the fuck up YOUR LIFE IS ONLY AS BAD AS YOU WANT TO MAKE IT!!!! that is it! you dont have any reson to have a bad life, all the terrible things done to you are of your making, you put yourself in thoughs situations and simply made up the rest.
there is this girl i use to go to school with, who my brother also dated (because he thinks with his dick to much) that is the perfect example of a pity whore! tells you all this terrible shite she's done and had happen to her, all these hardships she has had to endure, and its all SHITE!!! she just wants a fucking sympathy nothing else!!! she has a myspace thing and recently made a new one, she wanted me to be friends with her AND her new altter ego.. oh wait.. sorry , the "real" her. and in her new one she has gone from a spoiled holister girl (which she is) who has done everything she can to rebel against her parents, and get enough attention from them and everybody else around her, to some bondage obsesed s & m freak who loves blood and has had a "terribly rough life" and it just makes me want to kill her to save all the peopl around her from having to deal with her pathetic shite and crys for attention. she recently mad a blog on her "new her" page insinuating that her dad beat her and she has never met her real mom and her dad is some sort of gigalo or something this is the link to it.
now, HER PARENTS ARE RELIGIOUS NUTS!!! SHE LIVES WITH HER REAL MOM AND HER DAD IS TOO MUCH OF A QUITE LAYD BACK GUY TO EVER HIT HER!! FUCK I THINK IF SOMEHOW HE EVER DID SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO BEAT HIS ASS! he wouldnt do that kind of shite yet she wants peopele to cry over her. it fucking discusts me how with all the terrible things going on in the world people can think they are special and should be able to make up shite so that people think they have it rough. this is the conversation i had with her when she tried talking (and belive me, i dont really like to assosiate myself with her because all she does is whine and say retarted lines found on most hot topic shirts so people think she's crazy, which she is, but just not in the way she wants people to think she is) to me and i kinda questioned her crap.
XxXLeo9: i got a tattoo!!! 8-)
zombieryan138: good for you
zombieryan138: where?
zombieryan138: you didnt get a tramp stamp did you?
XxXLeo9: lol XxXLeo9: i got an eyegon on the back of my neck
zombieryan138: yay for you
zombieryan138: hope you still like it in 20 years
zombieryan138: so what the fuck is up with your new blog journal?
XxXLeo9: hhm?
zombieryan138: are you trying to make people think you are a beaten kid with a terrible life?
XxXLeo9: nope
zombieryan138: it seens like that is what you are trying to convae
XxXLeo9: well people can take it as they want
zombieryan138: but it seems like thats how you want them to take it
zombieryan138: what is that about
zombieryan138: what inspired that blog?
XxXLeo9: its all tru
XxXLeo9: my life
zombieryan138: what events more spacificaly
XxXLeo9: my dad waking up and getting in my face again
zombieryan138: what happened to you that made you feel like going and writting that out the other night
zombieryan138: did he hit you?
XxXLeo9: not that night
XxXLeo9: u never saw my fat bruise on my head?
zombieryan138: no
XxXLeo9: well good
zombieryan138: never did, when did this happen?
XxXLeo9: well im off to a friends house
XxXLeo9: ill be ok
XxXLeo9: bye
zombieryan138: ok i dint think there would be anything wrong though
zombieryan138: *didn't*
XxXLeo9 signed off at 9:50:45 PM.
now these are links to her myspace things, the first one is her original and the second one is "her new one"
see this is pathetic, i hope she does have haff the shite that she says has happened to her actually happen, so then she would know why the people who have had that kind of shite actually happen to them dont talk about it or use it as bragging rights! i am going to take some asprin for the headach i have given myself over how stupid she is