Ugh

Nov 07, 2010 13:39

I have been going consistently over my calories this past week or two. They're already set a bit higher than they should be since I'm still doing breastfeeding numbers even though Penny doesn't nurse all day like she used to. That ten pounds I worked to lose has come back, gone down, and now it's creeping up again. So I'm *still* twenty pounds over my lowest pre-pregnancy weight.

I don't think the ovulation tests are working for me. First one was faint pos, then a neg, then a faint pos, then a neg, now a faint pos and I have what feels like ovulation cramps. WTF. None of the "darker line than the control". I started using these after the freakout last month when AF finally decided to saunter home like your rebellious teenage daughter at Day 36 but I can't say they're really helping my stress levels either.

I know some people have real problems but I still want to cry WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HAAAAAAARD

whining, blah blah blah blah zzzzzzzz, punching, i liek food, fuckity, self-pity, give me a fucking break, health

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