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Purchased my Rachel Stamp ticket. Kate I'll ring you tomorrow to arrange meeting times &shit, Rob if you're still coming I'll just get Kate to text you with stuff cos I don't have your number anymore. Anyway, I also purchased the new shoes I was going to get; bright neon pink with pink meshy stuff on &high heels. <333 &they go so well with the new belt I bought :D.
Anyway, away from the trivial stuff now; I managed to clear out four drawers &two little cupboards in my wardrobe, so a lot of the superfluous crap that I didn't need anyway is gone into black bin bags. Some stuff was a little hard to throw away, just because I am by nature the kind of person who hoards things, but now that's becoming a lot less important. It's quite sad when the only reason you ever get rid of things is to buy more things, but I'm not feeling like that, it's more like I want to cut all the crap out of my life, plus most of the stuff I've got I don't even remember I have, but yet when it comes to throwing it away I can't, so I kinda forced myself to throw things away. However, I must admit there's one thing in particular I threw away &probably shouldn't have, but I was angry &upset.
Have done a few pages of reading for my Cognitive exam on Friday, all that needs doing is some more reading but I really need to pull my finger out on the revision front because I'm starting to get scared. Also been getting a bit emo still about moving, but things have happened that now make me want to move &have a fresh start, which I think is part of what the clearing out is in aid of, that ¬ wanting too much crap to take to Boro. I can always do a bit of revision when I get off here 'cos there's a programme about Bosch (painter guy who did lots of weird pictures of Hell :)) that I want to watch &I can do revision while that's on.
Anyway, away from the trivial stuff now; I managed to clear out four drawers &two little cupboards in my wardrobe, so a lot of the superfluous crap that I didn't need anyway is gone into black bin bags. Some stuff was a little hard to throw away, just because I am by nature the kind of person who hoards things, but now that's becoming a lot less important. It's quite sad when the only reason you ever get rid of things is to buy more things, but I'm not feeling like that, it's more like I want to cut all the crap out of my life, plus most of the stuff I've got I don't even remember I have, but yet when it comes to throwing it away I can't, so I kinda forced myself to throw things away. However, I must admit there's one thing in particular I threw away &probably shouldn't have, but I was angry &upset.
Have done a few pages of reading for my Cognitive exam on Friday, all that needs doing is some more reading but I really need to pull my finger out on the revision front because I'm starting to get scared. Also been getting a bit emo still about moving, but things have happened that now make me want to move &have a fresh start, which I think is part of what the clearing out is in aid of, that ¬ wanting too much crap to take to Boro. I can always do a bit of revision when I get off here 'cos there's a programme about Bosch (painter guy who did lots of weird pictures of Hell :)) that I want to watch &I can do revision while that's on.