20 weeks
well i am 20 weeks along now, and on june 2 i get to go for another sonogram so maybe this time i can find out what i am having. oh man my tummy is huge ok i was a fat gurkl b4 this but damn now the only thing i can fit in is my PJ's loland my boobs lol if u think that they were big b4 lol i can't even get thwem to sit in my bra lol with out most of them spilling out. oh the pain lol i would really like to have a metal bra lol so when i bump my boobs it will not hurt lol.or when my husband rolls over on them in the middle of the night i will not have to kill him in his sleep.Oh nd the fun is going to start when i go to the DR now .there not even gonna know my face lol there gonna look at my croch and be like" HI mrs Brown." lol and the worst part is i have a BIG black man for a DR ok there is noting wrong with a black dr. but the big DR has Big hands, if u get what i am saying. Last time i went to the DR i thought he was trying to open a new tunnel thru GA or find his why to china. hello it is so not that way. i wish men had to go thur this crap lol it would really change there minds about having kids lol. and if they had to stay home with then lol i bet that would really change there minds lol.Jay has a hard enought time with SAvanna on saterday lol and that is my only day off, if u call it that lol that is when i do wash lol so it is really not a day off b/c i still have to deal with savanna lol it is a 24 hour job and what was i thinking to have another one. i have a hard time geting jay up in the middle of the night to get him to scoot over. so i really don't think he is going to be any help with the new baby having to be fed every hour on the hour and changing dipers like evry 30 min all day and night for the first few weeks.i am going to look like run over shit. he says he is going to stay home with me for the first week, but i will probly have to hear him bitch amd mone about not having anything to do or how he would rather be at work and crap. lol i might rather want him at work to lol. maybe he can work half days lol.my mom says she wants to come help me lol i would rather be alone all she is going to do is tell me how to be with my kids and what i should do in my house and where i should put things in my house.no thanks i would rather do with out. And his family think that right after i have the baby it is going to be at there house all the time. lol i think not. i want responsable adults to take care of my child. so that chount out that whole side of the family.i mean ok when jay was 5 moths old the left him in the sun untill h had 3rd degree burns. ya that is so giving the fab idea to leave my kid there. they let savanna go out in the back yard let me remind u this is Ga and there are lots of wood and SNAKES here. but they let her go out in the back yard and no one watches her. ok that is not cool with me. i looked up on line and there are like 3 sex offenders that live on there block. so umm like leaving savanna out side is not the brightest idea.i think u know where i am going with all this so i will stop right there.