hmmmm
well i have a lot on my mind so if something is spelled wrong or does not look right GET OVER IT. my world has fliped upside down sence someone has steprd in my life. he is on my mind all the time . i try to keep busy but when i stop to think of what i can do next there he is. Those eyes looking deep in to my soul. will he like what he finds. will he disregaurd my dark side. will he bring me in to the light? will he save me from my selfor will he be the one that pushes me off? i should not feel this way so soon. but something in me clicked when he kissed me. the way his hands touch my face and my hair. the way he looks in my eyes. i get lost in his eyes , smile and his touch. i am drowning in him i think. i might be in to deep but i am ready to try.i know what happend if i get in to deep but i hope this time he will be there with me. i am sick of being alone. all my friends are happy so why can't be happy. he makes me feel good about my self. i hope i make him feel the same. i miss him wheni don't get to talk to him. i am hoping that we will get to go out this weekend. maybe he will feel it to .maybe he does feel it. he said he likes my smile and my laugh. he said i can turn him on when i say his name. he thiks about me also. but i wonder if he thinks about me the way i think of him.i am hoping this might be the one. if not well i gave it a go. i don't want to push him in to something he does not want b/c it will just hurt us both in the end so i will wait till he is ready it will be a long hard road but i am willing to travel it for the chance to be happy.