Fuck.the.new.theatre.

May 20, 2005 02:46

Fuck it. Gah.
I hate it.
I hate fucking Star Wars.
I hate how it's busy and I hate how stressed out and annoyed it's making everyone.
I hate having nervous breakdowns in front of my bosses.
I hate hating school.
I hate not getting any sleep.
I hate 3D.
I hate that I'm not done being sick yet.
I hate stupid people.
I hate that I don't know what I'm doing at work anymore.
I hate not knowing why people don't call me when they say they will.
I hate the fact that I really want to go to sleep right now but my body won't let me.
I hate that my back and feet hurt.
I hate that I know lots of people are feeling the same way right now and we are all feeding off of the negativity and not being our cheerful selves.

It's all bullshit. I should've done Graphic Design or Multimedia. Fuck this 3D animation shit. My parents really want me to be happy with my schooling but they don't know what I can do. My mom suggested I change fields but it's too late now. She told me to just pass and pull through. But my grades will be shitty in my 3D classes. I just don't get it and I don't WANT to get it. Nyquil's starting to kick in now so my rant is done. God, I need a day off so I can take SteveO to the Adventuredome for a day of fun or have a BBQ at Justin's. Goodnight everyone.
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