Half a world away?
So. I have been thinking long and hard about what I want to do with my life. Like, colleges and stuff. And I have finally decided that I am going to go to an art school. Maybe out of Oklahoma. I talked about it with my mom and she was willing to accept the fact that I may be moving to Chicago.
I am scared that I will be the only person I know at a different school...But it is kind of neat in a way. It will be the biggest thing I have ever done in my life. But...I know I would get home sick. I get home sick just thinking about it. But I also get really, really excited. Chicago isn't THAT far...But, it isn't that close. It's far, far away.
I just KNOW that if I want to make clothes and make money out of it, living in Oklahoma is not an option.
And, it's not like I have been super happy lately. People have made me happy, but I mean HAPPPY from something I did by myself. By lately I mean since...well, May of 2007. Everything has been wrong since then.
My mom really wants me to look at all the possible schools. I am just kind of overwhelmed.
I am scared that I will be the only person I know at a different school...But it is kind of neat in a way. It will be the biggest thing I have ever done in my life. But...I know I would get home sick. I get home sick just thinking about it. But I also get really, really excited. Chicago isn't THAT far...But, it isn't that close. It's far, far away.
I just KNOW that if I want to make clothes and make money out of it, living in Oklahoma is not an option.
And, it's not like I have been super happy lately. People have made me happy, but I mean HAPPPY from something I did by myself. By lately I mean since...well, May of 2007. Everything has been wrong since then.
My mom really wants me to look at all the possible schools. I am just kind of overwhelmed.