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I was gunna go to this gay show tomorrow night with ESR, but it got canceled. Maybe i'll go to some rude rock. Dunno. Life is so confusing. I hate being at home where certain bullshit gets to my head. I wish i was back at work with my girrrls. I'm afraid of where adam and i are going. I am so stupid for putting myself out when im not in a relationship. I mean, he asked me out a few weeks ago, but i had to fuck it up by saying no. I lost my chance i guess.. but i don't think im ready.
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
i lovvva that song, stfu.
Why the fuck does Adam have to play me this why? I should really stop talking to him, cuz i know i'm totally fucking disrespecting myself doing this. Whatev. I've been disrespecting myself since the day i was born.
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
i lovvva that song, stfu.
Why the fuck does Adam have to play me this why? I should really stop talking to him, cuz i know i'm totally fucking disrespecting myself doing this. Whatev. I've been disrespecting myself since the day i was born.