Feb 11, 2007 12:30
i keep having dreams about my Ollie.
i've become so paranoid about loosing people that are closest to me, that's its seriously driving me insane. you can tell by my actions and words that it's driving me crazy.
just the way that people have been acting towards me makes me jump to conclusions. my bestfriends either don't understand, or aren't in the mood to talk to anyone, which is something i should just get through my head and live wtih- and those that i hardly ever talk to anymore, have been trying to get in touch with me. i dont know how i should feel about any of this.
on the brightside ; happy birthday adam. <3