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"i seriously just started crying thinking about how your hair smells. you always have the same smell... i'm sorry if that sounds weird, but i am your best friend and therefore am entitled to say that i miss your smell. i miss you. i'm sorry i didn't come see you before you left. i'm selfish, and i regret it."
i was upset about being away for alittle while, but now i'm a wreck. i miss kayla. her saying that to me just made me cry my eyes out. i never thought that i'd miss georgia this much. i was all wrapped around the idea of being in my hometown and family that i honestly didn't give a fuck where i live now or who i'd be leaving. now i'm just full of regrets. i even miss being in the shower at 7 in the morning listening to hot 107.9 and "it's goin' down" come on at the same time, every day. i miss the people i had to leave. and really, i'm not even coming home in a couple days. getting phone calls from people down there made me real happy. even fuckin' kevin called me. i never thought he would call me, and now i miss him even more.
i really do hate this. and i know i'm going to hate leaving my family Saturday morning.
i was upset about being away for alittle while, but now i'm a wreck. i miss kayla. her saying that to me just made me cry my eyes out. i never thought that i'd miss georgia this much. i was all wrapped around the idea of being in my hometown and family that i honestly didn't give a fuck where i live now or who i'd be leaving. now i'm just full of regrets. i even miss being in the shower at 7 in the morning listening to hot 107.9 and "it's goin' down" come on at the same time, every day. i miss the people i had to leave. and really, i'm not even coming home in a couple days. getting phone calls from people down there made me real happy. even fuckin' kevin called me. i never thought he would call me, and now i miss him even more.
i really do hate this. and i know i'm going to hate leaving my family Saturday morning.