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Oh my god! My god this cant be happening! God tell me, tell me this isnt real!
I cant believe all that i have forseen is finally happening. I cannot for a single second stand the way i feel. i always knew, i always saw it coming. Enveloped now. encased by my worst fear. i've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing. i've never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear.
Fear memories, are all that lie ahead. Never have i felt so lost. Memories dull my senses. Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. Never have i felt so dead.
Once felt so warm, now i fucking feezing. i am the one embraced abandoned one. I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing. no relief was mine. I was burnt by the sun. I feel so lost
I cant believe all that i have forseen is finally happening. I cannot for a single second stand the way i feel. i always knew, i always saw it coming. Enveloped now. encased by my worst fear. i've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing. i've never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear.
Fear memories, are all that lie ahead. Never have i felt so lost. Memories dull my senses. Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. Never have i felt so dead.
Once felt so warm, now i fucking feezing. i am the one embraced abandoned one. I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing. no relief was mine. I was burnt by the sun. I feel so lost