the insanity i live

Oct 25, 2006 10:40

i went for a walk yesterday and made a friend!!!!!!!!!!!!! his name is kevin hes a punk rocker that looks like shaun from shaun of the dead... only its like shaun with a mowhawk... it was nice to actually meet someone up here that doesnt creep me out. hes fucking cool as shit i added him on myspizzle cause im a nerd like that.
oh yeah.. total nerdster.
starting friday i got a full time job so this week is just chillaxin time im going to have to get my car and start commuting... vomit.
but its alright because i can stay at caseys house whenever i want so that'll make life a bit easier...
but i miss my peeps and it sucks like just when i start to make friends im going to be all worn out from work and shit. it doesnt matter i dont sleep that much anyway..
its real hard for me to let shit go without being nasty.
take the bobbie and jay situation for example..
she keeps posting this shit saying even when im dead im cuter than you.
i mean who else could that shit be about?
im not trying to disrespect ed by bringing this shit up to her because i love ed and dont want to cause him drama.
but shes pretty much being a total cunt rag about it.
i know i know, dont read her myspace if it makes you that upset...
but its hard when shes always with the comments on ed's page...
like i just made a comment on one of ed's pics, and a minute later shes commenting on it too.
its like... i got happy to be able to comment on it before her. because i love ed more than she does, ed is my bestest friend, i believe i have certain rights to him...
i mean i am number one on his friends list..
god listen to me im such a total myspace drama queen now.
i have to shut it off and just say fuck it.
cause if bobbi and jay have babies
number one: they'll be ugly as fuck
number two: what is she going to be working at super fresh her whole life?
number three: who's going to babysit that kid i mean its one thing to get married when youre strapped for cash but bringing a baby into the world when youre not financially stable is another thing. its like child abuse to me.
number four: they barely know each other, having children is going to show them things about themselves that they dont particularly want to know..
anyway thats why i check her stupid myspace...
to make fun of her with my friends..
and to just feel better about being me!
ugh...
even when i make friends up here im still bored and lonely. plus my phone died... so ihave to rely on people listeningto my voicemail message for the house number...
call it call it call it
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