Crap!
OkAy!soOoo.... yesterday was a little over welming. i went to my friends house and ya just a bunch of crap went down. i hope she's ok and comes back cause i really need to- just i dunno? But,ya ummm... schools been alright. i feel so alone though. like i know i have valeria and amanda to talk, and it's nice to have them there for me but i really wish that i could maybe talk to people who - ok i don't want to say care cause i know they do- just i wish i could have just a good conversation with someone. maybe i'll call tiffany tonite she's always there when i need to talk to someone about things that are important to me. unlike my friends i see everyday. soOoOo....i haven't really talked to ashley much, i dunno y? i try talking to her but it just seems like she's never interseted or even cares. bu, oh well there's nothing i cuold do about it cause i've tried talking to her more than once and everytime nothing. i just wish we were able to just hang out like we use to. maybe do a movie night thing i dunno. but ya. i'm having lots of fun now that me and amanda are hanging out mroe. she's so funny. it's cool cause i coould be inlike a shitty ass mood but when she comes around i get happy. Amanda really gives off a happy people vibe. Lord knoes it's been along time since i havent been around a happy person vibe. Wow! did that make sence cause i completely understood my self when i rad it back but it sounded DISCUMBOBULATED. i love that word. got this new cd yesterday it kicks ass i love it. anyways i hope i have fun this weekend. i might go do somthing with someone i ahvent seen for a while or do ya....soOoOo... Um.... love me always me. oh i nevermind.