Update!
Well, life is decent.
I work full time now, that's alright.
The house is decent, a little under-furnished, but this is in part because we can't figure out how to get any of my furniture in here, small doorways and what not.
Things with Sandy are going well.
I seem to be losing weight.
I do believe that I smoke entirely too much for my own good, but the cigarettes are addictive, and so thus I feel the compulsion to smoke them.
I am deliberating on what color to dye my hair.
Re-establishing the private piercing is fairly high priority for me, but I don't know how long it'll be before I've got the extra money for it.
I don't think there's any drama immediately related to me on the horizon, but I could be wrong.
One of my younger brothers is now a jib-head who I've pledged to beat the hell out of if I get my hands on him due to the problems he's caused my family. Hopefully such a violent assault will smash some sense into him, and he'll inquire about rehab from his bed. He'll have time for it, I'm going to make sure he can't use his legs for awhile. (Such violence, I don't know where it came from)
Still struggling with self-esteem, self-worth and self-loathing, but you can't fix every problem.
I miss many people I knew as friends, and am beginning to go crazy(er) in my shell of self isolation.
I think I have to start working out, so I do believe I will be speaking with Junubee on such an issue.
I wonder how long it'll be before something goes seriously wrong.
Edit:Ps. Panic attack free for about a month now!
I work full time now, that's alright.
The house is decent, a little under-furnished, but this is in part because we can't figure out how to get any of my furniture in here, small doorways and what not.
Things with Sandy are going well.
I seem to be losing weight.
I do believe that I smoke entirely too much for my own good, but the cigarettes are addictive, and so thus I feel the compulsion to smoke them.
I am deliberating on what color to dye my hair.
Re-establishing the private piercing is fairly high priority for me, but I don't know how long it'll be before I've got the extra money for it.
I don't think there's any drama immediately related to me on the horizon, but I could be wrong.
One of my younger brothers is now a jib-head who I've pledged to beat the hell out of if I get my hands on him due to the problems he's caused my family. Hopefully such a violent assault will smash some sense into him, and he'll inquire about rehab from his bed. He'll have time for it, I'm going to make sure he can't use his legs for awhile. (Such violence, I don't know where it came from)
Still struggling with self-esteem, self-worth and self-loathing, but you can't fix every problem.
I miss many people I knew as friends, and am beginning to go crazy(er) in my shell of self isolation.
I think I have to start working out, so I do believe I will be speaking with Junubee on such an issue.
I wonder how long it'll be before something goes seriously wrong.
Edit:Ps. Panic attack free for about a month now!