day three
because yesterday didn't really count, i was just working. god, it's becoming so fucking boring. ... wait, it's been boring for a good while now.
today, i had japanese class, and i was so not in the mood to go. earlier in the day i went and had lunch with my mom and afterwards i went to find a hat. i didn't get one because i couldn't find one affordable enough. i did, however, find this beautiful black shearling one that fit so perfectly that it could have been custom made. way too much though.for a hat, and my budget, at least. and why should i really want something like that? i actually do actually, but i feel some strange guilt for it. esp. on my way home and seeing all those homeless people on the way home.
that preoccupation aside, i'm stressing out about tomorrow. 3 classes in one day. shit!
anyway, kamimura sensei is phenomenal but i'm sure i'll appreciate it so much more much later when it dawns on me. i'm glad i'm not the only one who forgot some bits, the chick next to me forgot her hiragana. i get nervous when people look over my shoulder. i'm sure we'll all be in top form all too soon thoug.
hopefully it willl go better on wednesday. i'll hopefully ready for her energy by then. still haven't finished my homework. fuckfuckfuck
ok,night
today, i had japanese class, and i was so not in the mood to go. earlier in the day i went and had lunch with my mom and afterwards i went to find a hat. i didn't get one because i couldn't find one affordable enough. i did, however, find this beautiful black shearling one that fit so perfectly that it could have been custom made. way too much though.for a hat, and my budget, at least. and why should i really want something like that? i actually do actually, but i feel some strange guilt for it. esp. on my way home and seeing all those homeless people on the way home.
that preoccupation aside, i'm stressing out about tomorrow. 3 classes in one day. shit!
anyway, kamimura sensei is phenomenal but i'm sure i'll appreciate it so much more much later when it dawns on me. i'm glad i'm not the only one who forgot some bits, the chick next to me forgot her hiragana. i get nervous when people look over my shoulder. i'm sure we'll all be in top form all too soon thoug.
hopefully it willl go better on wednesday. i'll hopefully ready for her energy by then. still haven't finished my homework. fuckfuckfuck
ok,night