Worst Day of My Life
I seriously cannot believe the unbelievably bad day I've had these past 24 hours. It's so bad that I barely even believe I've been going through it myself. Every time I've ever been asked the question, "What was the worst day you've ever had" I've always had trouble coming up with an answer, but I can now safely say that December 19/20 has been the single worst day of my entire existence. What makes today so bad? Really, there are so many things, some more horrible than the rest, but all still horrible nonetheless.
A) I discovered earlier today that one of my favorite high school teachers has passed away. This was my long time spanish teacher Mrs. Schwager. I now regret dropping her class my last semester of high school just to take choir for an easy A. She almost seemed heartbroken when I broke that news to her and now I live knowing that due to my own laziness I missed out on a whole semester's worth of time with her. It was really an awful goodbye to a teacher that taught me spanish through pretty much all of high school.
B) My day started at 8:00 today when I woke up and studied for 4 hours and then took a final exam. Upon completion of the exam I immediately went home and convinced Christie to come out and help me clean the dishes that had been left in our apartment for far too long. In the time before her arrival I decided to go ahead and get a bunch of necessary apartment stuff (garbage bags, new dish wand, new water dispenser, etc...) rather than doing something fun or relaxing with my time. Anyways, Christie came and we did the dishes and talked for a while and when she left it was back to studying. In other words, I was already kinda stressed out before everything else started falling apart.
C) I've gotten into this REALLY fucked up situation with Andy and Christie that I really can't explain, especially not until I've at least had the chance to have a real conversation with Andy about it. I just made the mistake of getting involved with a relationship between 2 people that was already way fucked up.
D)I've fallen ill
E)I had Dave Diller, Chris Reid, and Dan Otto over to smoke hookah and Dave, who has a small body mass and is unfamiliar with the effects of nicotine, smoked too much hookah and wound up throwing up on my carpet. I had to clean that up, yay. Really was the icing on the cake after what's happened tonight
F) With all this crap weighing on my mind I've been unable to sleep, which means I've been forced into pulling an all nighter just to make it to my final this morning. Sadly with my mind in its current state chances are my test score will not be all that great, damaging the near perfect record I've kept in the class up until now. I can barely even think straight right now, seriously.
A) I discovered earlier today that one of my favorite high school teachers has passed away. This was my long time spanish teacher Mrs. Schwager. I now regret dropping her class my last semester of high school just to take choir for an easy A. She almost seemed heartbroken when I broke that news to her and now I live knowing that due to my own laziness I missed out on a whole semester's worth of time with her. It was really an awful goodbye to a teacher that taught me spanish through pretty much all of high school.
B) My day started at 8:00 today when I woke up and studied for 4 hours and then took a final exam. Upon completion of the exam I immediately went home and convinced Christie to come out and help me clean the dishes that had been left in our apartment for far too long. In the time before her arrival I decided to go ahead and get a bunch of necessary apartment stuff (garbage bags, new dish wand, new water dispenser, etc...) rather than doing something fun or relaxing with my time. Anyways, Christie came and we did the dishes and talked for a while and when she left it was back to studying. In other words, I was already kinda stressed out before everything else started falling apart.
C) I've gotten into this REALLY fucked up situation with Andy and Christie that I really can't explain, especially not until I've at least had the chance to have a real conversation with Andy about it. I just made the mistake of getting involved with a relationship between 2 people that was already way fucked up.
D)I've fallen ill
E)I had Dave Diller, Chris Reid, and Dan Otto over to smoke hookah and Dave, who has a small body mass and is unfamiliar with the effects of nicotine, smoked too much hookah and wound up throwing up on my carpet. I had to clean that up, yay. Really was the icing on the cake after what's happened tonight
F) With all this crap weighing on my mind I've been unable to sleep, which means I've been forced into pulling an all nighter just to make it to my final this morning. Sadly with my mind in its current state chances are my test score will not be all that great, damaging the near perfect record I've kept in the class up until now. I can barely even think straight right now, seriously.