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So many things are coming into focus now.
My life now, is nothing compared to what it was a few months ago. I wont lie, i love Andrew, and i still pain over us not being together. Knowing that there is someone else beside him, someone that has replaced me. I never knew that love could be this way. But at least i know now how hard you can fall from making such careless mistakes.
I feel like a new person. I am much more serious about where i want to go, and who i want to be. I am setting guidelines, goals, and rules for myself.
One thing has come back to me though, and that is the longing to sincerely care and love someone. I so badly want to be given the opportunity.
I have fallen for someone. But even though him and i are trying to know eachother, it feels like something is in between us. Im not exactly sure what. Perhaps this man has been hurt very badly in the past? I dont know. I just hope that things turn out for the best.
My life now, is nothing compared to what it was a few months ago. I wont lie, i love Andrew, and i still pain over us not being together. Knowing that there is someone else beside him, someone that has replaced me. I never knew that love could be this way. But at least i know now how hard you can fall from making such careless mistakes.
I feel like a new person. I am much more serious about where i want to go, and who i want to be. I am setting guidelines, goals, and rules for myself.
One thing has come back to me though, and that is the longing to sincerely care and love someone. I so badly want to be given the opportunity.
I have fallen for someone. But even though him and i are trying to know eachother, it feels like something is in between us. Im not exactly sure what. Perhaps this man has been hurt very badly in the past? I dont know. I just hope that things turn out for the best.