i wanna fucking murder my dad.

[zohra_xoxo]

yeah so today went to school it was boring like always. lunch was fun with victoria she always makes me laugh :) haha oh and she bought me a present for my birthday!! yayyyyyy! it was cute<3 then the rest of my classes were boring. came home and cleaned a little, got in a fight with my mom, then my dad got home and we allll got in this BIG fight.

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[bowieslover]

you shouldnt apologise or put yourself down. i dont know that much about you and your dad and the situation but its not your fault, really. i've stopped trying to please my parents and its actually a lot better then trying to do things and get them to compliment on how good your being. I've been just setting my own goals and pace, I dont much care what my dad thinks of it, and honestly he doesnt even bother me or say anything.

[zohra_xoxo]

you know. your soo right, im so glad you left me this comment .. you know im just gonna forget pleasing my parents. or even anyone else really. im just gonna try to please myself. thanks so much<3

[bowieslover]

it was no problem. im just glad i have someone to relate to you know? but anyways, trying to please parents (at least one like mine) is just to much stress and disapointment than i need. besides, it much easier and feels even better when I'm able to make myself happy, i hope it works for you too.

[zohra_xoxo]

yeah me too. im glad you understand and can give me advice on this and everything. yeah my parents sound about the same, i do one thing and its not good enough or something. its so stressful. but yeah making ourselves happy is a lot better of an idea haha and im glad to hear everything with you worked out good.

[bowieslover]

if you ever need any, you can always ask me, I dont know if I'll always have something good to say but I'll always try.
everything did work out, and I think the reason I feel that way IS because I made myself happy first and didnt bother with them, so in making myself feel good I wasnt worrying about their opinion and the like.