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I guess I need to talk to Jason and really sort out this situation. I really really love Mel. She's awesome and a good friend. However, I have also been dating Jason for a year and a half. Longer than she has. He and I have always had a non-monogamy clause so it's not like he's cheating on me. It's not cheating. But he's cheating on her. I love Jason. I can't imagine my life without him in it. I love him so much I'm totally willing to just accept him the way he is, I don't want to change him. I guess I just can't sleep with him any more.
Mel totally thinks that when he's been here that he's been with a different ex girl friend. She laid out her suspicions to me and I had no idea what to say. Because...he was here not with the other girl, how could I tell her? Maybe I should have, but again, I think it's up to Jason not me. GRRRRRR. Why do I complicate my life so much?
Mel totally thinks that when he's been here that he's been with a different ex girl friend. She laid out her suspicions to me and I had no idea what to say. Because...he was here not with the other girl, how could I tell her? Maybe I should have, but again, I think it's up to Jason not me. GRRRRRR. Why do I complicate my life so much?