hi people
the last 24 hours were pretty scary...
yesterday at 6:00 a.m. there was a false alarm, but then at about 2 p.m. there was an alarm- 3 times few minutes between each. that was pretty scary, each time i run to the shelter with the neighbors.i know a building in my city collapsed from a rocket and a few people were injured but thankfully no one died.it\s so scary, you sit in the shelter and pray it won't hit you. you hear the bombs and it sounds so close and you can't stop shaking... eventually i felt like i'm losing it, because i was alone in the house all day, and i was scared, filled with anxiety. my mother was at work (most work places are closed, but she works in a hospital) and insisted that i'll go with her to her boyfriend's house which is very close. i don't feel very comfortable there but she said it's batter that i'll be with her and won't be on my own. i was so exhausted that i've finally agreed and spent the night there, and came with her to work today so i'd be around people, and maybe less scared...i thought maybe i'll go south, to my friend in tel-aviv. there's a threat there too, and i hope no rockets will fall there, or more here or any other city in israel. i'm not sure about going. all i want is this wore to end.
i'm writing this from the lab in the hospital where she works. there was an alarm again so we went to a room which is safe. i was with my mother and other people so i was less scared but still...it's such a terrible thing, both sides are suffering, all i want this to be over...terror is awfull...
i want to say to you all that your support is very much appreciated! thank you so much for supporting me, it helps a lot that you care,
thank you from the bottom of my heart, love you all:)
yesterday at 6:00 a.m. there was a false alarm, but then at about 2 p.m. there was an alarm- 3 times few minutes between each. that was pretty scary, each time i run to the shelter with the neighbors.i know a building in my city collapsed from a rocket and a few people were injured but thankfully no one died.it\s so scary, you sit in the shelter and pray it won't hit you. you hear the bombs and it sounds so close and you can't stop shaking... eventually i felt like i'm losing it, because i was alone in the house all day, and i was scared, filled with anxiety. my mother was at work (most work places are closed, but she works in a hospital) and insisted that i'll go with her to her boyfriend's house which is very close. i don't feel very comfortable there but she said it's batter that i'll be with her and won't be on my own. i was so exhausted that i've finally agreed and spent the night there, and came with her to work today so i'd be around people, and maybe less scared...i thought maybe i'll go south, to my friend in tel-aviv. there's a threat there too, and i hope no rockets will fall there, or more here or any other city in israel. i'm not sure about going. all i want is this wore to end.
i'm writing this from the lab in the hospital where she works. there was an alarm again so we went to a room which is safe. i was with my mother and other people so i was less scared but still...it's such a terrible thing, both sides are suffering, all i want this to be over...terror is awfull...
i want to say to you all that your support is very much appreciated! thank you so much for supporting me, it helps a lot that you care,
thank you from the bottom of my heart, love you all:)