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lmao, Marcus called me tonite. he was buzzed up. he'd just gotten in from partying with his crew. they're back in their barracks now so they can go out. he was just saying that he's coming home on Thursday and he wants to hang out. he's funny. i'll hang out with him, he's just funny.
Lacy and Tony both called me too. that was cool. until Tony said something kinda fucked up. he told me he has a tumor on his kidneys and he's going thru chemo then he goes on to say later that he's going to be withdrawing from his friendships with Naya and I. Lacy too and who knows who else. he pissed me off, i wanted to yell at him for being stupid. the only reason he was saying that was because we're all going to college and he hasn't even graduated high school. then again i didn't want to yell at him because he hasn't been in the best mood lately. i'm the only one he's been talking to about his therapy. i feel like i have a responsibility to keep the ties connected. he hasn't even told his parents.
oh yeah, tonite and Thursday nite are my last two nites being employed by the Menominee Casino Bingo Hotel. after my last nite i probably won't be online much until i start school. i want my own computer. blah. i want a lot of things. mostly not to be lonely anymore but what can you really do about the human condition?
Lacy and Tony both called me too. that was cool. until Tony said something kinda fucked up. he told me he has a tumor on his kidneys and he's going thru chemo then he goes on to say later that he's going to be withdrawing from his friendships with Naya and I. Lacy too and who knows who else. he pissed me off, i wanted to yell at him for being stupid. the only reason he was saying that was because we're all going to college and he hasn't even graduated high school. then again i didn't want to yell at him because he hasn't been in the best mood lately. i'm the only one he's been talking to about his therapy. i feel like i have a responsibility to keep the ties connected. he hasn't even told his parents.
oh yeah, tonite and Thursday nite are my last two nites being employed by the Menominee Casino Bingo Hotel. after my last nite i probably won't be online much until i start school. i want my own computer. blah. i want a lot of things. mostly not to be lonely anymore but what can you really do about the human condition?