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My life has gone to shit...
-No job!
-Javier wants me to move out. =( Lived here for 4 years so its kinda sad.
- Angie and I are no longer talking and working things out... =( Super depressed over this!
- I hurt Rain's feelings and made her cry... I feel like shit!
- Neisha and I are no longer friends.. which Im completely okay with, but still, its kinda sad because she is such a fucked up crazy person!
I feel empty and lost. I haven't felt so lost in years.. Things were going well, Angie and I were doing soooo well.. Not sure what happened.
Booze is taking over my life! And I hate it! I hate myself more than anything. =(
I wish I could be the person that everybody wants me to be.. Saddly all I seem to do is disappoint everyone
-No job!
-Javier wants me to move out. =( Lived here for 4 years so its kinda sad.
- Angie and I are no longer talking and working things out... =( Super depressed over this!
- I hurt Rain's feelings and made her cry... I feel like shit!
- Neisha and I are no longer friends.. which Im completely okay with, but still, its kinda sad because she is such a fucked up crazy person!
I feel empty and lost. I haven't felt so lost in years.. Things were going well, Angie and I were doing soooo well.. Not sure what happened.
Booze is taking over my life! And I hate it! I hate myself more than anything. =(
I wish I could be the person that everybody wants me to be.. Saddly all I seem to do is disappoint everyone