Ugh.

Jul 21, 2013 12:18

did I tell you I cut back on my meds to half? ya. it's not working out.

Cut for all the crazy... )

crazy is as crazy does, real life is scarier than shit i make up, are you fucking kidding me

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sgamadison July 21 2013, 19:18:42 UTC
First: hugs from a Vulcan type who only recently learned the value of a good hug ( ... )

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zoemathemata July 21 2013, 19:49:45 UTC
Thank you, bb. Sniff. Your comment made me cry in a good way! I feel/hope that today is teh 'bottom of the barrel' day and then tomorrow things will hopefully start looking up. I'll up my dose and hopefully within a few weeks, be back on a bit more of an even keel ( ... )

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sgamadison July 21 2013, 21:51:28 UTC
Well, I've been struggling a lot this past year as well, and one of the kickers for me is that I too, have been reduced to frothing-at-the-mouth rage at the animals for stupid stuff--a sure indication that I am not getting enough sleep, that I'm working too hard, and that I'm incredibly frustrated with my life at the moment.

And that's not the person I want to be.

I'm glad you made this post. You're not the only one fighting demons and sometimes it helps to know that. Sometimes you just need to vent and it is easier to do that with people who aren't standing right in front of you. ;-)

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locknkey July 22 2013, 00:26:14 UTC
I don't know you, but you are just full of strength and good common sense. :) And, you are so right, knowing we aren't alone and hearing someone else talk about what we're going through makes the burden less. *hugs*

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sgamadison July 22 2013, 00:36:24 UTC
Aw, thank you! *blushes furiously*

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