My songs to Jon... Relections from :From Autumn to ashes and No sex from Limp bizkit
Reflections
I felt you slip away
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back, as i fight to catch you
Anger wells inside me
I see me, frowning, in your eyes
(i see the fear in you where noone should ever be,
i find myself striving to catch you from..
this will hurt me less and less everytime until i feel nothing)
I see my reflection and the pain scripted across my face, set in stone
Anger wells inside of me
I see me, frowning in your eyes
Far away from me
Further from me
You seem to drift far away
I caught myself wishing you back as i strive for you
(she said "its not that i dont love you anymore,
but it would be much more accurate to say that i never loved you in the first place)
I put the fear in you where noone should ever be
Nothing to me
Everything to you
Nothing to me
Everything to you.
"I can't take it anymore. When I'm with you, I feel like I'm nothing. I feel like I'm nothing. That's why I flinch when you come to touch me. It's why I never touch you. Why I never even think about it. Because when I start to, it just reminds me that I'm not good enough."
No Sex
Went too fast
Way too soon
I feel disgusted and you should too
It's no good when all that's left is the sex
Sex has become all I know about you
Memories of those filthy things that we do
There is not one single thought that is left after sex with you
Should've left my pants on this time
But instead you had to let me dive right in
Should've left my pants on this time
You let me dive right in
Wait... it's my ass
Your perfume
It makes temptation hard to refuse
So I guess we undressed
To have sex
Dirty sex
Sex has become all I know about you
Memories of those filthy things that we do
There is not one single thought that is left after sex with you
Should've left my pants on this time
But instead you had to let me dive right in
Should've left my pants on this time
You let me dive right in
You couldn't respect yourself
I couldn't respect myself
I realize that I'm worth more than that
Realize I mean more than that
Should've left my pants on this time
But instead you had to let me dive right in
Should've left my pants on this time
You let me dive right in