so i guess this is goodbye...
my big sister went to Germany from November 22 -December 22, 2005...
Sunday she told Mom&Dad that she was moving back in about six months.-- Today she told me. I'm so happy for her, but it also just really made me upset... I think I hid it really well though.
my big sister is my best friend... even when i didn't like her... and it's really making me upset. i feel like i just got her back...we didn't talk for 6 months, i went away... she went away... and she's leaving again...
Well not immediately, but either in July or September. ---I guess all I have to say is...If I get married in the 6months-2years that she's away she'd better get her butt back here for my wedding or I'm going to hunt her down and flog her! -lol...no really, i'm serious!
and i'm just sitting here thinking, I wish i had a best friend to vent all this to... go figure! I don't have one of them, I haven't had one in months.