May you finally find Rest and Peace
He's gone. Just like that my beloved calls me on the phone with the worst news my young life. My dearest, steadiest friend is gone. He was the one that taught me to first be honest with myself that I may be honest with others. He taught me that the fae in me is only part of who I am... and accepted and loved the rest of me just as much as Party Time Zoe. My introduction into the world of conventions, my first master, the booster of my bids and the safe room to hide in if things got bad. He was the one I could call ANY time of day or night to process thing out loud and and kept me from getting stuck in circlels. I was in love with him and he with me, but always one of us had a reason to say no. So we just kept our friendship alive with love, accepting one another's reality but calling the bullshit. The most honest person in my life, for he never catered to my ego or wanted to tear me down, he simply wanted me to see clearly and find answers for myself. You will forever hold a peice of my heart DR, both in this life and the next.
In other news: my darling John and I are doing splendidly. We spent several days together and didn't kill eachother, and are taking this as a good sign that we can safely start looking for a place together. Who knows, we may have already found one...
Bry and I are actually finding that we are able to be friends with eachother and not have any odd tensions or resentments. It really is awesome that we can be friends. He's proving himself right: he always told me he was a better ex than boyfriend....
My brilliant girl Abi is getting so very tall!!! She's not even two yet and uses two-three word sentences. Its utterly fabulous to help her explore her world. She's so curious and intelligent, taking only a day or two to understand processes and concepts most don't grasp for another year. I love her so!
The pregnancy is going well. I'm huge and waddley but know that I've only another month and a half (!!!) to go before this is all over. Eli is a roller, not a kicker as I've discovered, and according to John, rock and rolls after I've fallen asleep. Hehe, come on dancer boy!!
Faire is coming in a few weeks and I am truely extatic for it. Also, car savings proceeds apace and is fabulous!
Thats all the tidbits for now, we needs sleep. Be well all! Oh and if you want to get ahold of me pm me so I can send you my new number!
In other news: my darling John and I are doing splendidly. We spent several days together and didn't kill eachother, and are taking this as a good sign that we can safely start looking for a place together. Who knows, we may have already found one...
Bry and I are actually finding that we are able to be friends with eachother and not have any odd tensions or resentments. It really is awesome that we can be friends. He's proving himself right: he always told me he was a better ex than boyfriend....
My brilliant girl Abi is getting so very tall!!! She's not even two yet and uses two-three word sentences. Its utterly fabulous to help her explore her world. She's so curious and intelligent, taking only a day or two to understand processes and concepts most don't grasp for another year. I love her so!
The pregnancy is going well. I'm huge and waddley but know that I've only another month and a half (!!!) to go before this is all over. Eli is a roller, not a kicker as I've discovered, and according to John, rock and rolls after I've fallen asleep. Hehe, come on dancer boy!!
Faire is coming in a few weeks and I am truely extatic for it. Also, car savings proceeds apace and is fabulous!
Thats all the tidbits for now, we needs sleep. Be well all! Oh and if you want to get ahold of me pm me so I can send you my new number!