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Today really sucked. I totally fucking failed my math test. I'm so horrible at math. And I know for sure that I'm failing math. Ugh. I had like a C but I know the test lowered my grade to an F. It really sucks. I really hate that class cause like if you fuck up on a test or something or don't do all of the homework, then you're fucked.
My bad started off really bad since I didn't go to 0pd gym since I overslept and whatnot. It sucks. I need to get a note for that too. And I didn't take my meds which sucked, cause I was like sad/upset/angry the whole day.
Now I'm seriously pissed off at myself for failing math, it sucks, I was so determined and I fucking failed. I'm angry for me fucking up, but more so because my mom is gunna fucking go crazy. My mom thinks like a B is bad so imagine a F. I don't care if shes mad, but if she says "I'm not mad, I'm just disappointed", I'm gunna like be depressed and upset cause it hurts alot more than being yelled at. It sucks that I let my conscience and guilt get the best of me and my emotions.
But today someone (i know who it is but i'm not telling) threw jello out of the window and it got on lizz, christina, lindsey, alex, etc. And that made my day cause I hate lizz, christina, lindsey, and alex cause they're stupid and they suck. I hate them, especially lizz, and christina. But it was really funny. And then afterschool I went to Oz's house and watched the deleted scenes from Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. And now I'm doing this and studying for my bio test tomorrow.
My bad started off really bad since I didn't go to 0pd gym since I overslept and whatnot. It sucks. I need to get a note for that too. And I didn't take my meds which sucked, cause I was like sad/upset/angry the whole day.
Now I'm seriously pissed off at myself for failing math, it sucks, I was so determined and I fucking failed. I'm angry for me fucking up, but more so because my mom is gunna fucking go crazy. My mom thinks like a B is bad so imagine a F. I don't care if shes mad, but if she says "I'm not mad, I'm just disappointed", I'm gunna like be depressed and upset cause it hurts alot more than being yelled at. It sucks that I let my conscience and guilt get the best of me and my emotions.
But today someone (i know who it is but i'm not telling) threw jello out of the window and it got on lizz, christina, lindsey, alex, etc. And that made my day cause I hate lizz, christina, lindsey, and alex cause they're stupid and they suck. I hate them, especially lizz, and christina. But it was really funny. And then afterschool I went to Oz's house and watched the deleted scenes from Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. And now I'm doing this and studying for my bio test tomorrow.