Oct 30, 2007 19:26
Well, today has been exceptionally rough for me. Everything was going fine; until the bomb was dropped. It seems the girl I've been seeing (and been crazy about) has been planning on moving back to Texas for some time... and hasn't told me until today. And man... do we like each other so much. What can I do though. I'm not going to beg, I'm not going to plead or act a fool... I guess I'm just going to have to let her go... However bad it hurts. Though I will miss her more than anything I guess I have to. She doesn't make enough money to support herself anymore... She says she really has no option. Why the HELL would you tell me this now and not earlier!? Why would you build US up like that just to shoot it down?! Some things are just too good to be true I guess. She gets mad because I'm not throwing myself at her feet about her going home; It doesn't make me mad or upset... Just makes me hurt inside, and throwing a fit won't relieve that. I know down the road I won't be able to help thinking; What would it have been? Could it have been? Would it have been great?
P.S. Everyone HAVE A GREAT HALLOWEEN!!!