Apr 13, 2006 01:33
Can't sleep....
It seems all I can do is think, and think, and think some more. Sometimes I hate that shit, but what can you do. I took some medicine I found in the cabinet called "It's Sleepy Time", that's something you can do. In a book I was reading called Life Forces, it was talking about biophysical connections, which is more or less the connection one has to his/her subconscience mind. It said, "Everything we do is a reflection of ones true self. The heart and soul are always naked." That's weird to think about.
Anyhoo, overall the day was decent. Woke up and went to the blue hole w/ Adam, Noah, and Ryan. The water was freezing but we got in anyway. At first it felt like needles pricking me all over my body. After that I was numb. Ohh, and Ryan pulled alot of crazy, tactical, hiking maneuvers to save his own life.
Then went to Lindsey's and watched some old ass hippie movie called "The Last Unicorn"... It seemed like whoever wrote the script was very A.D.D. because the scenes would change and it wouldn't go with anything that just happened in the plot of the movie. But it was some edge-of-your-seat, hardcore Unicorn action baby! Don't know where that came from, but whatever. Tonight I went downtown with Kyle, Kellie, and Lindsey. Ate at Taco Mac....again. It was a nice night to go downtown. Perfect temperature, hardly any traffic, and a full moon in the sky. I think one night, during the week, I am going to walk the pier I saw across from "Cold Stone Creamery". Looked like a nice view. In a way I kinda felt detatched when we were walking around. Can't explain it really, it's just one of those mood swing things. Man, Kellie is hilarious! She had me rolin' all night! Kyle's a pretty cood guy. I went to highschool with him, and I think I actually used to eat lunch with him in 11th grade. Lindsey seemed very anxious for Friday to get here. Party TIME!!
"We enjoy warmth because we have been cold. We appreciate light because we have been in darkness. By the same token, we can experience joy because we have known sadness."
Going to try and sleep again. Tout-a-loo.