o63

May 03, 2009 14:54

People complain about being cursed here, but they really don't even know the half of it.

At least once the time is done, your curse is gone. I have to live with my curse everyday, and it's not something that I can break or get out of. I've tried, and tried again, but nothing worked, and to think Gure-nii told me...

It never really bothered me as a kid, at least not right away, for my parents were happy and said that they loved me. So what if we weren't allowed to play with other kids our own age outside the Sohma estate, or that our parents hovered over us all the time. I thought I had it made, since everyone else's parents seemed to either hate their kids, or smother them, but my family was normal. We ate together, we played together, and they loved me. I would have done anything to remain like that... but having a child you can't even hug or else they will turn into one of the zodiac animals doesn't make normal relationships that easy. After all, who wants to show to the world that if you give your daughter a hug, she turns into a bloody horse. Heaven forbid they suffer any mortification because of that. After all, who cares about us, since we`re just beasts, monsters.

cursed, grab bag, my dirty little secret

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