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I just want to be happy..and I want to do everything I can right now to maintain this feeling...but I still have this feeling that it wont last..because it never does..
Maybe I just get scared of letting myself stay happy...because I get so used to being down all the time.
anyways....
I got two hours of my community service done today. 2.5 hours left. probably get it done tommorow.
Didnt make it out to safeway to get my job application..I didnt want to over do it.
I dont know.
I'm tired...
Maybe I just get scared of letting myself stay happy...because I get so used to being down all the time.
anyways....
I got two hours of my community service done today. 2.5 hours left. probably get it done tommorow.
Didnt make it out to safeway to get my job application..I didnt want to over do it.
I dont know.
I'm tired...