War Journal Entry number 186 - TMI attack!
When thinking about the result of the test ( War Journal Entry number 184) I was inspired by evilgrins's too-much-information posts... so here's one of mine.
I wasn't too surprised by the deliberate, the gentle, and the love designations that the quiz came back with. No surprises there at all. I try not to make blind or uninformed decisions, I try to be nice and considerate, and I'm more interested in intimacy than simply sex. I was kind of surprised by the master designation, though. But on second thought... I have had enough experience to know what I like. I know what my sexuality and kinks are, so that's good. And I've done some things that some people might find shocking, exciting, or be jealous of. I've been flogged and flogged/spanked other people at parties or S/M clubs. I've got a beautiful bi-sexual girlfriend and the idea of her and another girl is lovely to me. (Hell, these days when I see an attractive woman my first thought is how I'd love to see my girl with her. I know she's been missing girl-love, too.) And I've been in a foursome where I was the only guy. Oh, yeah. Problem is with things like that is that you really have to do it again and I haven't yet. The first time you do it you're so weirded out that this IS actually happening that you aren't relaxed enough to really enjoy it. It's comparable to the first time you smoke pot, it's not really the best the first time. Course, I think regular sex might be like that for most people. The first time I had sex was on Sweetest Day (link provided for people not in this region), with a girl ironically named Angel, and I don't really remember it too well. Alcohol did play a small part in it. But I think I was sobered up by the time it happened. Damn my memory. I've worked so hard to forget and keep going after all the bad crap in my life that most of the good memories slide right out, too. I'm still pretty depressed so I haven't really been making any new memories lately. I'm a sad panda.
I wasn't too surprised by the deliberate, the gentle, and the love designations that the quiz came back with. No surprises there at all. I try not to make blind or uninformed decisions, I try to be nice and considerate, and I'm more interested in intimacy than simply sex. I was kind of surprised by the master designation, though. But on second thought... I have had enough experience to know what I like. I know what my sexuality and kinks are, so that's good. And I've done some things that some people might find shocking, exciting, or be jealous of. I've been flogged and flogged/spanked other people at parties or S/M clubs. I've got a beautiful bi-sexual girlfriend and the idea of her and another girl is lovely to me. (Hell, these days when I see an attractive woman my first thought is how I'd love to see my girl with her. I know she's been missing girl-love, too.) And I've been in a foursome where I was the only guy. Oh, yeah. Problem is with things like that is that you really have to do it again and I haven't yet. The first time you do it you're so weirded out that this IS actually happening that you aren't relaxed enough to really enjoy it. It's comparable to the first time you smoke pot, it's not really the best the first time. Course, I think regular sex might be like that for most people. The first time I had sex was on Sweetest Day (link provided for people not in this region), with a girl ironically named Angel, and I don't really remember it too well. Alcohol did play a small part in it. But I think I was sobered up by the time it happened. Damn my memory. I've worked so hard to forget and keep going after all the bad crap in my life that most of the good memories slide right out, too. I'm still pretty depressed so I haven't really been making any new memories lately. I'm a sad panda.