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hmm... I guess I feel like I am escaping from cynicism, which is a terrible box to be trapped in. today felt like such a fresh day in this way. I also realized that being a musician does not have to be my identity, another sort of liberating idea. I guess the idea is to think of people as people. anyway I'm going to get a haircut and think of something social to do. I went grocery shopping today, it wasn't too bad...I am learning to enjoy simple chores that I can do relaxedly. my next idea is to make some hummus for my family to eat, the trick being that I get to make it taste how I like it