horrible day, horrible feelings
today i had a bad argument with a fucking cunt on class.... he made me feel like shit....
i ended up puking and with cold ( i went to the doctor too)
dunno... but im scared......of myself
Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. smoking
2. drinking
3. sleeping pills
4. deppression
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. luck
2. happiness
3. a band to work with
4. more dopes ( difficult too get) ( and expensive too!!).
Name Four Scents You Love:
1. new born baby's
2. old book's
3. Lavender oil <----- me too
4. my perfume "w" of roberto verino
Name Four People That Know You the Best:
1. mer... but we are not friends anymore
2. Particia and patri ( yes both have same name)
3. sara... but she is gone, and cernnunas ( the other sara)... she is locked at her house for weeks
4. Me? Ha. Maybe.<---- same... but nah!!!!!!
Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. mmmh.... anything latino ( dont like that kinda jennyfer lopez's clothes).
2. anything with the american flag on it ( i mean i find it stupid to wear a flag from a country in ur t shirt).
3. anything that is relationated with war (soldier's t shirts.. etc)
4. those black, thight heavy metal stlyle pants .... I HATE THEM!!!
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. HEY I HAVE ANSERED THAT SHIT TWICE!!
2. need cigs
3. why does my neighbourg has to smoke that cuban cigars!!
4. i wish i had money to move from that city again
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. crying
2. puke
3. cry at the phone
4. Gotten very angry <----- you dont know how..
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. cigs 8 marlboro light if you care)
2. a fanta orange
3. make up and red eyeshadow
4. bought a ticket to london, to live there in a nice flat in the old part of the city... its not true, but i wish
Name Four People You Would Like To Spend More Time With:
(in no particular order) <-- amen <---- more amen!!!
1. madeth!!!!
2. family
3. patricia, ana, patri, anja and jenny ( itrs bçvery difficult to see them)
4. sara... but she is.... shit i have told it several times....enough
Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like: (please dont hit me)
1. ladytron :S
2. marilyn monroe!!! lol
3. those indie /pop/mod bands like belle and sebastian
4. french music ( edith piaf, gaingsbourg, brel etc)
Name The Last Four Worst Events That Have Happened To You:
1. a friend's death
2. my aunt's death
3. my going worst mental state/ mood
4. my other aunt's bone's illness
four things you are wearing
1. a red chinnese shirt
2. red thights
3. Black gauze shirt
4. three spiky bracelet.
four things you can see
1. a doll i bought from south america
2. some frictis hair creme
3. a pic of my with a friend
4. still the full ashtray 8 *sings farewell the ashtray heart*)
four things you are doing right now
1. bitting my nails
2. Listening to the radio telling that policemen wabts to catch michael jackson
3. feeling really pissed off and down
4. playing with my hair
four things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. a little piece of cake
2. cigs
3. ......thats all
4. I said thats allll!!!!!!!!!!.
four things you can hear right now
1. the radio...
2. my bracelets touching the table
3. the keyboard
4. shit!!!!!! enrique iglesias is on the radio!! *turns it off*.....thanks god, he is gone
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1. What do you most like about your body?: i think my hair is the most, but i love other things too
2. And least?: mmhh.....feets??? ( i hate feets at all... i dont like the!!, people should wear shoes all the time)
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: sometimes yes, sometimes not
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? some yes , and some not
6. Do you look like any celebrities? LOADS!!!! andrey tautau ( amelie), buttercup 8 the cartoon supergirl), betty boop, brian molko ( yes... i can *scared*), some kinda liza minelli
FASHION:
1. Do you wear a watch?: i alawys lose it
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: a lot,13
3. Favourite pants/skirt colour?: Black... on pants
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: a long black plastic coat, fitted to the body ( some kinda matrix thingy)
5.What kind of shoes do you wear?: plataforms, doctor martens, black scool girl boots, etc
FRIENDS:
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: mhhh... dunno.... some know too much
2. What do they tend to be like?: different to me most of them
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: no at all
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: the person who lives in my mind... and my guitar
MUSIC, TV, FILM & BOOKS:
1. Favorite band ever?: i cant choose i have a few special bands the cure, radiohead, muse, david bowie, nirvana ( and inside my head and my secrets, placebo)
2. Most listened to bands(lately): the pixies, kent, mew, skunk anansie
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: yess!!! mathiew bellamy, david bowie *sighs*, molkoboy 8 the real an autentic bug), ville valo is fuckable, but i hate him to death
4. Can you play an instrument?: YESSSS , violin, guitar, bit of piano, bass, and SINGING!!!
5. Type of music never listened to?: b. Rap...rarely. Um..COUNTRY! I bloody want to KILL country music. With a large stabby killing device. <---- the same here ;)
GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest man alive at the moment?: ME ups im not a man...but im better tahn any man or women, because i only have me
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Uneasy days just before the rain.<---- same
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: my unluckiness comes because im lucky in things i shouldnt ( for example my mind, i have realized about things that most of people dont get in their whole life..)
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: pity.... and....sadness
5. One word to describe how you feel most often: its not one .. but :too much obcessed with the ideal of art and bohemians
6. One word to describe how you feel most as of late: deppresive
i ended up puking and with cold ( i went to the doctor too)
dunno... but im scared......of myself
Name Four Bad Habits You Have:
1. smoking
2. drinking
3. sleeping pills
4. deppression
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had:
1. luck
2. happiness
3. a band to work with
4. more dopes ( difficult too get) ( and expensive too!!).
Name Four Scents You Love:
1. new born baby's
2. old book's
3. Lavender oil <----- me too
4. my perfume "w" of roberto verino
Name Four People That Know You the Best:
1. mer... but we are not friends anymore
2. Particia and patri ( yes both have same name)
3. sara... but she is gone, and cernnunas ( the other sara)... she is locked at her house for weeks
4. Me? Ha. Maybe.<---- same... but nah!!!!!!
Name Four Things You'd Never Wear:
1. mmmh.... anything latino ( dont like that kinda jennyfer lopez's clothes).
2. anything with the american flag on it ( i mean i find it stupid to wear a flag from a country in ur t shirt).
3. anything that is relationated with war (soldier's t shirts.. etc)
4. those black, thight heavy metal stlyle pants .... I HATE THEM!!!
Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. HEY I HAVE ANSERED THAT SHIT TWICE!!
2. need cigs
3. why does my neighbourg has to smoke that cuban cigars!!
4. i wish i had money to move from that city again
Name Four Things That You Have Done Today:
1. crying
2. puke
3. cry at the phone
4. Gotten very angry <----- you dont know how..
Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought:
1. cigs 8 marlboro light if you care)
2. a fanta orange
3. make up and red eyeshadow
4. bought a ticket to london, to live there in a nice flat in the old part of the city... its not true, but i wish
Name Four People You Would Like To Spend More Time With:
(in no particular order) <-- amen <---- more amen!!!
1. madeth!!!!
2. family
3. patricia, ana, patri, anja and jenny ( itrs bçvery difficult to see them)
4. sara... but she is.... shit i have told it several times....enough
Name Four Bands/Groups Most People Don't Know You Like: (please dont hit me)
1. ladytron :S
2. marilyn monroe!!! lol
3. those indie /pop/mod bands like belle and sebastian
4. french music ( edith piaf, gaingsbourg, brel etc)
Name The Last Four Worst Events That Have Happened To You:
1. a friend's death
2. my aunt's death
3. my going worst mental state/ mood
4. my other aunt's bone's illness
four things you are wearing
1. a red chinnese shirt
2. red thights
3. Black gauze shirt
4. three spiky bracelet.
four things you can see
1. a doll i bought from south america
2. some frictis hair creme
3. a pic of my with a friend
4. still the full ashtray 8 *sings farewell the ashtray heart*)
four things you are doing right now
1. bitting my nails
2. Listening to the radio telling that policemen wabts to catch michael jackson
3. feeling really pissed off and down
4. playing with my hair
four things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. a little piece of cake
2. cigs
3. ......thats all
4. I said thats allll!!!!!!!!!!.
four things you can hear right now
1. the radio...
2. my bracelets touching the table
3. the keyboard
4. shit!!!!!! enrique iglesias is on the radio!! *turns it off*.....thanks god, he is gone
-----------------------------------------------------------
1. What do you most like about your body?: i think my hair is the most, but i love other things too
2. And least?: mmhh.....feets??? ( i hate feets at all... i dont like the!!, people should wear shoes all the time)
3. How many fillings do you have?: none
4. Do you think you're good looking?: sometimes yes, sometimes not
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? some yes , and some not
6. Do you look like any celebrities? LOADS!!!! andrey tautau ( amelie), buttercup 8 the cartoon supergirl), betty boop, brian molko ( yes... i can *scared*), some kinda liza minelli
FASHION:
1. Do you wear a watch?: i alawys lose it
2. How many coats and jackets do you own?: a lot,13
3. Favourite pants/skirt colour?: Black... on pants
4. Most expensive item of clothing?: a long black plastic coat, fitted to the body ( some kinda matrix thingy)
5.What kind of shoes do you wear?: plataforms, doctor martens, black scool girl boots, etc
FRIENDS:
1. Do your friends 'know' you?: mhhh... dunno.... some know too much
2. What do they tend to be like?: different to me most of them
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked?: no at all
4. How many people do you tell everything to?: the person who lives in my mind... and my guitar
MUSIC, TV, FILM & BOOKS:
1. Favorite band ever?: i cant choose i have a few special bands the cure, radiohead, muse, david bowie, nirvana ( and inside my head and my secrets, placebo)
2. Most listened to bands(lately): the pixies, kent, mew, skunk anansie
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking?: yess!!! mathiew bellamy, david bowie *sighs*, molkoboy 8 the real an autentic bug), ville valo is fuckable, but i hate him to death
4. Can you play an instrument?: YESSSS , violin, guitar, bit of piano, bass, and SINGING!!!
5. Type of music never listened to?: b. Rap...rarely. Um..COUNTRY! I bloody want to KILL country music. With a large stabby killing device. <---- the same here ;)
GENERAL QUESTIONS:
1. Who is the smartest man alive at the moment?: ME ups im not a man...but im better tahn any man or women, because i only have me
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day?: Uneasy days just before the rain.<---- same
3. Do you consider yourself lucky?: my unluckiness comes because im lucky in things i shouldnt ( for example my mind, i have realized about things that most of people dont get in their whole life..)
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide?: pity.... and....sadness
5. One word to describe how you feel most often: its not one .. but :too much obcessed with the ideal of art and bohemians
6. One word to describe how you feel most as of late: deppresive