...I let it happen.
I cannot fucking BELIEVE WHAT I DID AND I LET MYSELF DO IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I LET SOMEONE GO THROUGH WHAT I DID WITH DOM. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.
Dammit, he's too innocent! I tried to prevent this shit! I really fucking TRIED! I really didn't want to see this happen to him! FUCK. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.
I really do like him. Even though he's not the ubar buff and totally mature. I liked him for his brain. Fo rwho he was. And now he's going through a similar time that I had with dom, with somone called ASHA.
This guy is the other part to me. He's everything that I can't be.
And I'm going to let him get hurt. I'm going to let someone cut him so that he'll bleed and learn a lesson, because I noticed this the fucking MINUTE that I heard of it.
I don't want him to go through this shit, this fucking suicidal depression. I don't want him through this. Diffrent variables, same equation. Homosexual meets heterosexual, homo likes hetero. Hetero becomes interested, BLAM. Hetero turns back, Homo is fucking SHOT TO HELL. He's depressed in ANY way.
He's naive, but I need to get him hurt.
If anyone can help me from fucking flipping out, I'd greatly appreciate it. :\
Dammit, he's too innocent! I tried to prevent this shit! I really fucking TRIED! I really didn't want to see this happen to him! FUCK. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT.
I really do like him. Even though he's not the ubar buff and totally mature. I liked him for his brain. Fo rwho he was. And now he's going through a similar time that I had with dom, with somone called ASHA.
This guy is the other part to me. He's everything that I can't be.
And I'm going to let him get hurt. I'm going to let someone cut him so that he'll bleed and learn a lesson, because I noticed this the fucking MINUTE that I heard of it.
I don't want him to go through this shit, this fucking suicidal depression. I don't want him through this. Diffrent variables, same equation. Homosexual meets heterosexual, homo likes hetero. Hetero becomes interested, BLAM. Hetero turns back, Homo is fucking SHOT TO HELL. He's depressed in ANY way.
He's naive, but I need to get him hurt.
If anyone can help me from fucking flipping out, I'd greatly appreciate it. :\